The secret to real contentment and peace? We can't have it in assmerica, to many greedy, selfish non God fearing people. Go somewhere else if you are looking for it. You will only fake it here. The ancients know, I know, if you want to know give me some feed back. I will tell you the truth!

Applying for new jobs is really time consuming. Everyone needs a little bit more than they make. It makes no difference, just a little bit more. Ask what you need, then add just a little bit more. When it's not enough just add a little bit more and it will be alright maybe not:>)

little poem

IN[THE PROCESS OF LIFE],LIFE IN THE PROCESS-THE PROCESS IS LIFE TO THE FULL, LIFE IS IN THE PROCESS, GOD IS IN THE PROCESS, GOD IS THE PROCESS!

The search goes on and on. What to do and when to do it. Its a challenge every day. It was kind of nice, when I had my long term job, not having to think to much about where the money was coming from. Take it for granted, not wanting to think about it. Being scared to change anything, just surviving, not flourishing, being unhappy a lot of the time.
The job controlling almost everything in our-my life, how awful to have to live that way. The way many people live and have lived for many generations,wow what a life.
A morbid way to look at it. That's reality. To brake free and not have to submit to any job you hate most of the time would be the real freedom in life. To give back to living with the job you do is bliss and satisfying, not an empty life as much of humanity has. So many miserable people trudging through life. Many people can't look past themselves, the Lord may want them to do more for his humanity. Every soul was manifested even all the same, no handicaps. Before you get there maybe we should think about when we end up there. Probably most people don't think of it that way or really could care less, to bad for them. To change the heart(soul) is the only way. Try reading about the rich man and beggar Lazarus- Luke 16-19-31, If you haven't learned buy this age you probably are going to have big trouble in your life, more after you die. Sorry but you have been warned. Follow the blog, check out the links and have fun reading one crazy mans thoughts-you could be watching TV instead or doing all kind of immorality, see ya later, you know who